love on borrowed time..

it was a relationship that was never meant to last. we both knew that it will come to an end soon because this was not what we set our mind and life to. so, every moment was a moment to cherish. a moment to be kept as a part of the larger chunk of memory because everything ends and this would be all that we have.

we settled our arguments, never left it hanging. we sometimes slept angry, because not all things can be resolved in just mere hours. some things may take days, or even weeks, to settle, but it must be settled, our time was borrowed, it would be soon before it would be taken away and separating with an unfinished argument could haunt you. severely. our time was too short for anger to reside.

though our time was short, it didn't mean that everyday was about making moment, aka the big thing. most of the time, we were just learning how to coexist and live with each other and accepting, as well as compromising, flaws and inadequacy. all those little gestures, made deliberately or accidentally, were imprinted into the memory. the things that reminded us, we were once deeply in love and we had our time together. with that said, it didn't mean that the big thing were of less importance, they were not. in fact, they were reminders to us of what we could do for someone because we love them. in conclusion, the little things reminded us of how was the life and the big things reminded us of how out of life was some experience we have had together and these two things will shape the future us, regardless if we allow them to do it or not. it's nature.

i am happy i was given the chance to know love with you. yeah, we were unconventional, even wrong in most places but we made each other felt like we were at the right place, at the right time and that was all that matters. again, we both knew our time would not be long because we both planned it differently. however, the love was real and it was all that matters. never regret with whom you fell in love with because only you understand and you owe no one any explanation.