Death..

Death has been a recurring theme in my life lately. from family members to the people around me. it makes me think, life in this world really is fragile and to a certain extend, short. death is not an easy topic to talk about. it is something that most people will try to avoid talking, because it's confirmed, but at the same time, unknown and uncertain. it is a paradox, while in the same time a closure. it is something mysterious yet known. it is opposite.

death has always impacted the lives of the people who still lives then the one under the ground already. those living people are the one who have to face the grief, the sadness, the regret, the unfinished feelings. we faced it worse than the one who left us. well, religious wise, they have something to face too, but in this reality, we are the one facing all these unsettled emotions. for what? the dead will not come back, that's for sure. i guess that is why we have mourning period, for us to get our heads back to its original state. till then, we have to face this temporary madness. a purgatory of sad emotions.

*inspired by the death of my sis who passed away from cancer. may God bless her soul*