Thursday, August 27, 2009

for now..

now.. im feeling more stable.. the chaos in my mind has toned down.. ahh.. what a blessing.. not being emo anymore.. im happier now.. but i dunno what make me feel better.. maybe it's about time for the chaos to go way.. i dunno for real but im happy for it.. hooray for sanity.. now is the fasting month as most of you have already know.. however, i dont really face hardship in constraining myself from food as im not really a big eater.. but, other lusts are controlling me then.. shopping, and especially... i dont think i need to explain the especially part because im sure most of you understand me.. haha.. but seriously.. it really is happening.. lame of me.. i could fight other things but that.. and i somehow dont really know whether i have close friend(s) or not because i always ended up being alone.. well, i chose to be alone.. haha.. but im okie with that.. at least i have more time for myself.. nowadays.. i dont talk much about my feelings to my friends already because im thinking of becoming someone new.. a bit more secretive than before.. a whole lot more mysterious.. and i wont be spreading morbidity anymore.. pity those people who were affected by my morbidity before.. and seeing my friends in the same place i've been earlier this year makes me look at life more positively.. it is not that bad.. i've went through it.. and now they are going through it.. so, everybody will go through that phase once or more time in life.. so, im not alone.. lol.. lame of me..

*right as rain*

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