Saturday, April 24, 2010

Have I made a mistake that I am going to regret?

Knowing me, I always doubt every single decision that I have made in life. Some turned out good, but some are seriously bad decision-making. Thus, another question popped in my mind lately. It is about my decision for my minor subject. Everyone who knows me was shocked when I said I choose counseling over literature. They all said for someone like me, known for my artistic ability, it is unlikely that I would take up counseling since it is all factual and no art appreciating action is in it. Thus, this triggers me to question myself has I done the right thing?

At first, I tend to ignore this. But day by day, the question keeps getting louder and louder in my mind. The reason why I avoid literature is I was intimidated by the subjects and stories behind it, about how hard it is going to be, how strict the lecturers and most of all are, how it can affect my grades. All these bring to the decision of taking up counseling. Something that I don’t put my heart into but it ensures me success. Maybe I learn to love it along the way, but for now, my heart is not for it.

Whatever it is, I just hope the future has something good in store for me. If it is a bad decision, I still have to carry it on for the next 3 years, and if it is good, thank goodness that I have made that choice. Okie, later..