my 100th post.. and it is all about love...

huhu.. i never thought that this day would come.. where i write my 100th post.. and all is done in less than a year.. hell yeah, i babble a alot people.. haha.. so, to celebrate my 100th post.. im going to do something that i have never done before.. putting song lyrics in my post.. and the song is..

"Make You Feel My Love" by Adele

When the rain is blowing in your face,
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
But I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
No doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret.
Though winds of change are throwing wild and free,
You ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
To make you feel my love

the lyrics of this song is so meaningful to me now.. i want that person so much and i would do anything to make that person feel my love.. but yet, i dont think that person even realised about my existence.. and all i can do is see.. nothing else i can do.. some people say.. widen your horizon Sai.. look at other people too.. but im glued.. i cant help it.. all i want is the person.. and the person only.. no one could substitute..

i wish i have the courage to just go and approach.. and tell everything that i feel to the person.. but im scared.. im not used to rejection.. usually, people will always notice me.. for my awkwardness and my atypical look and figure.. but the person act indifferent and not even care whenever im around.. and of all people who give me attention.. the one i got stuck with and wanting the embrace so much is the person who care the least about me.. maybe this is what we say.. we always want what we could not get.. seriously, how i long for just a simple "hi" or gesture from the person to verify that i existed in the person's world..

hah, so that's it for my 100th post.. huhu.. more stories on love.. haha

*happy for the blog, longing for the love*